Hand Grenade - Hedley

I have just realised that I have to grow up. And I do not like this realisation at all. I guess because I never really imagined myself anywhere except the dork at school. I really don't know what I am going to be doing next year and I hate how that is the most talked about thing with everyone, being that most of my friends are in grade 12. Truthfully I am jealous of the people that have their lives together and know exactly what they are going to be doing and exactly what they are going to take for the next 4 years.

On another note, I am weird. Why is it that I can walk up to anyone and be a dork? Seriously it's a gift. And I know that all gifts come from God... but come on! Do I really get the pleasure of gracing absolutly everyone with my odd self? Sure I can make almost everyone laugh by just acting like my ADD self, but I want to be interesting and I am getting a little tired of not being at all pursued. This might not make sense but just roll with it. Trust me I know what I am talking about. I guess my horoscope was partially right because it says I somehow know that everything will workout, but that's it. Blind hope that's what it is.

Hey Ang?! Band name? =)
As Jon says,
Peace, Love and Blind Hope